Listening To God

God, are you trying to tell me something and waiting for my response? am i missing out what you are trying to tell me?

during prayer meet last week, rev haoran prayed for me.. it was the 2nd time he prayed for me during prayer meet.. and wat he prayed for me for both times is about the same thing.. inferiority have to leave me.. ya, it was something i received when i went to korea last year.. i need to overcome my inferiority and fear.. god, please help me!!

i think another thing god is trying to tell me is about having faith in Him and confidence in myself.. if we have faith in god and confidence in ourselves and follow what god told us, we will be able to reach the goal in a shorter time.. but if we don't have faith in Him and confidence in ourselves, then we will have to spend more time struggling and figuring out, which will lead us to spend a longer time to reach the ultimate goal..

but whether to get there in a shorter or longer path, god is in control.. he has his own methods and plans for each of us.. all we have to do is to pray and trust in him.. he has his own timing for us.. and sometimes we dunno why some things will happen, but it juz happened.. but no matter what it is, the ultimate result is to glorify his name.. :)

thank god for talking to me.. thank god for giving me reminders for wat is the right thing that i have to do.. i felt really blessed to have sisters by my side to give me encouragement, advice, and listen to my sharing.. i should not take it for granted that they will definitely listen to me or share with me.. nothing is for granted.. it's all because god is gracious to me.. :)

god, i know there is nothing i have to worry about because you are with me.. :) please help me to build up my self-confidence and faith in you! i know for whatever things that happen, you are in control.. you have the best plans for me.. :) lord, i thank you for who and what i am now.. ur goodness to me is indescribable!! Praise The Lord!! :)