他在乎 - 约书亚敬拜

祂在乎你的一切
世界忘记你，神却深爱着你
你无论犯了什么罪
都不能与祂爱隔绝
祂永远爱你，祂真的爱你

祂知道你所有孤单痛苦
祂也看见你每一个经历
你无论犯了什么罪
都不能与祂爱隔绝
祂为你行奇妙大事，就是现在

祂温柔的爱，医治破碎心灵
卸下你忧虑，释放你得自由
祂满有能力，使你生命更新
祂在乎你所有一切

耶稣祂在乎，我知道祂在乎你
耶稣祂真的在乎
耶稣祂真的在乎你和我

Child, I'm Always With You

thoughts.. postive thoughts? negative thoughts? many thoughts.. really many thoughts in mind recently.. it's very tiring! really very tired! :(

"I'm always with you!" - this is what God has been telling me very clearly recently..

though i tried to run away from Him, hide from Him, be rebellious and not listen to what He tells me.. He is still always there for me, listening to me, holding on to me, and loves me just as much.. even if it's things that i prayed and treated as a passing remark after praying, he still listened and answered them.

i doubted Him.. i don't really believe that He has heard all that i've told him. but yesterday during prayer meet, He told me clearly thru Rev Fucai that He heard my prayers! yes, He heard my prayers!!! :) anyway, there's alot more things i've received, and definitely have made quite a great impact to me. but well, i still need time to accept and digest them.. so, i'll have to continue praying and seek Him. :)

running away and hiding is definitely not the best way to solve any problems. it will make one feel more tired and helpless. the more i wanted to run away from serving, the more servings i got... and no matter how i wanted to siam, go one big round, it still comes back to me. haha, what to do? nothing but just obey Him and submit completely to Him!

"Be strong and courageous. Do not be terrified; do not be discouraged, for the LORD your God will be with you wherever you go" - Joshua 1:9

你是如此爱我

你是如此爱我 爱到为我将你身体打破
你是如此爱我 默默地承担我所有的错
你是如此爱我 天涯到地极我无处可躲
你是如此爱我 爱到体恤我一切的软弱

我爱你因为你先爱我
你的爱像慈绳爱索
啊 我别无所求
因为拥有你的爱
这一生我已足够

it reminded me how much God loves me. there is no reason that i should hide from him, or run away from him. His love for us is indescribable!