Happy CNY!

cny this year is a different one for me.. something seems to be missing.. i'm not feeling as excited or happy as before.. probably is because i'm getting older, and cny to me will be like juz any other public holidays.. for sure, i know that this is not the only reason that causes me to feel this way.. there are other reasons which makes me not to feel excited or happy about cny..

god knows i'm not really happy for this coming cny, and he spoke to me thru prayer meeting yesterday.. i remember that rev fucai said that whether to be happy or not happy, it is something that we can choose.. yup, i agreed.. it is up to us to choose if we wan to be happy.. it's all in our mind..

so what's my choice? of coz, i will want to choose to be happy! thank god that for this cny, there are still many people by my side.. my relatives and friends.. oh ya, this year i have rym too.. and definitely, god is with me too.. yes, i'm not alone! :)

Happy Chinese New Year!!