I Am Happy :)

yeap, i am happy! i am very happy today! God is really nice to me! :)

god knows that somehow i dun really feel very good these few days.. probably is due to the tiredness.. haha.. but thank god for the many tiny little things that he did in my life, to affirm me that he loves me and he knows me better than i know myself! :)

thank god that my 3 friends i invited to easter sunday service, attended the service! my grandparents attended too! i am really, really very happy that they went.. :) well, though they did not accept christ, but i believe god has his own timing for it.. :p i just have to do my part, and god will do the rest! :)

god reminded me that we have to give thanks to him for all circumstances, as things could have been worst without him.. though many unexpected things may happen in our life, no matter good or bad, we just have to learn to give thanks and have faith in him.. and no matter what happened, he is always by our side looking after us, guiding and leading us! :)

God Is Good!

God is good, ALL THE TIME!! :p

have been feeling quite tired these few days.. and my mind is starting to run wild.. many things came to my mind.. seems to be thinking about lots of things, yet i dunno wat i am thinking about.. :( and all i know is that i think it's time for me to rest! yes, rest!!

taken 2 days leave this week to really rest and sort out my thoughts.. was quite worried about the outcome of certain things, but god showed me that there is nothing i need to worry about.. as i trust and have faith in him, everything will juz go on smoothly.. my worries are for nothing!!

went to esplanade with angie yesterday.. it was drizzling and we were walking around in a relax pace.. the feel was really good.. slowing down our pace and really enjoying the surroundings, and taking a good look at god's wonderful creations! :)

when we were at esplanade library, i saw something quite interesting and it makes me think about my life.. there is this phrase said by someone, "there's always a question mark, where it'll lead us to, only time will tell!" well.. for me, i guess sometimes i juz dun have enough faith in god, and tend to have doubts.. and this phrase reminded me that, yeah, though we may have doubts or wat, but we still have to move on.. and juz do wat is right.. and when the time comes, we will know why we have to do certain things previously.. :)

there are things we certainly know.. we know deep in our hearts that things happen for a reason, and god is in control of all things.. but we human juz tend to doubt it at certain point in time.. :)

anyway, thank god for many things.. thank god for putting 2 good sisters (chuan and angie) by my side, whom i can approached when i need to find someone to tok to.. :) thank god that i managed to invite my 3 good friends (yen, xiu, mag) to Easter Sunday Service.. :) thank god, my work contract is settled.. thank god, i managed to fulfil my agreement with chuan (giving her a birthday surprise! :p).. thank god for teaching many things that i do not know.. :)

oh ya, thanks everyone who are involved in the making chuan's birthday surprise a successful one! :p

Trust And Not Doubt!

thank god for 2040 worship yesterday.. though i felt that i'm not playing very well, but i was told that my drums were quite good.. but there are still many things i need to improve on.. :)

anyway, for the past few days, had been doing QT in the morning and practising on how to listen to god.. at first i wasn't really sure if what i received is from god, or is it my own voice.. was analyzing things tt came to my mind, and kept having doubts.. but i was reminded that not to analyze first, juz write down watever tt came into my mind..

was receiving almost the same message everyday.. i need to have faith in him and trust him.. have confidence and be more daring.. there is nothing that i need to be afraid of.. just have faith in him, and he will lead and guide me thru all things.. he will use me to do great things for him, even though i'm not perfect..

i truely know deep in my heart, it was wat god wanted to tell me.. but somehow i still doubted at times.. god knows abt my doubts.. and he used yang to send me a sms as a confirmation.. it was exactly wat i received from god in the past few days.. when i saw the sms yesterday morning, i was a bit shocked, but greatly encouraged.. :)

anyway, went to watch L Change The World today.. was quite a nice show.. the little boy is very cute.. :)

didn't really planned to watch this show.. but somehow still went to watch it with weiying and chuan.. :) thank god i went to watch and i was being reminded of certain things thru what L had said in the show..

1) Do what you should do
2) No man in the world has the right to take away anything from you
3) No matter how gifted you are, you alone cannot change the world
4) Find happiness

god is really good.. he has his timing for everything.. experienced his goodness when we're on our way to watch movie.. :) thank you, lord!