Prayer Meeting!

thank God for tonight's prayer meet! thank God for the opportunity! my FIRST TIME playing drums throughout for prayer meet. i had never tried that before. for prayer meet, i at most only play the first song and the rest of the time i will be praying instead of playing. haha!

when i know that i might have to play throughout for prayer meet, i was quite excited but scared at the same time. excited becoz it's something i hope for some day, scared becoz for skill-wise, i would think that i'm still not up to that standard! but well, if God give me the opportunity to drum for Him, He will definitely use me and anoint me! :)

from the start of worship practise to the time before the actual worship and prayer time, i thought i should be feeling nervous, that's wat i kept telling myself i should be worried, i should be nervous. BUT deep down in my heart, i wasn't feeling so, i'm actually feeling quite normal. in fact i felt much more peaceful than the other time (about 2 weeks ago) when i had to play for baptism. haha! anyway, as i'm drumming i kept telling God, "God, help me. teach me wat i should play. lead and guide me!" at first, i was abit tensed up, but slowly i juz let God take control! i wasn't sure wat i'm playing, or wat i should play. so i juz played, and i really felt the feeling of worshipping with drums, and how the holy spirit leads. :)

i'm really thankful for the opportunity and having the privilege to serve in prayer meet. it's actually one of my goals that i've set for my serving in drums. :) i'm glad and thank god for bringing me to another level! :) and thanks to all who had been giving me lots of encouragement in my serving! :)