God's love is so so amazing!! and He is so real to me!
For the past 1 - 2 weeks, i juz felt that God is juz right beside me, listening to me, and telling me wat i should do. haha, he is so real that i was quite shocked and did not know exactly how i should respond to him. at times, he prompted me to do something, but i juz tried to delay or not do it due to the lack of courage, afraid of awkwardness, and thinking too much as to how others will think. but sometimes the prompting is juz so strong that it's a must for me to do it, but i really dunno how to, so i juz can pray to god to open the doors and lead me thru. and in the end, things juz turn out to be so perfect, that i was wondering why should i drag so long to do something! haha.
guess god is training me to be more sensitive to him. learning how to listen and obey him, differentiating wat is from him, and building up my courage to juz do the right thing. :) and it's when u complete all the things god wants u to do, then u will be able to see the most perfect picture, and feel the real peace and joy from the bottom of ur heart!
anyway, i think there is still something i have to do, but have not done it yet. i still owe someone (u know who u are) a prayer. please wait for a little while more ok? i will do it soon! trust me! hahaha, the prompting is still there, and god is waiting for me to do it! haha, well.. i will pray for more courage and the opportunity to do it! :)